last night

Its 7.43am

Gone another night without sleep again

I was Feeling fed up,about to give up

And RNJ called(pm but that doesnt rhyme)

At 4.30am

I had gone for a walk

hoping to find drugs as a reward

If there was anyway to take the voices away

I would of done it straight away

To the garage i went

bought some cigs instead

Hoped to be murdered as i walked

I got home safe

Bulimia arrived

I cryed and cryed wishing i had died

I got my tools ready to give up

Then hooked my internet up

Just one little message

Is all it takes

I spoke to RNJ

at first i didnt know what to say

I thought they would tell me to go away

I was wrong,they listened

helped me get through this day

And now i'm here

All the tools put away

And really happy i didnt end my life today.