Can you,Will you

Can you let me destruct for a day?
I need to take these feelings away.
Theres no quick fix
But i need to do this
Destruct for a day.

Will you let me grieve for a day?
Cry for the love that went astray?
No,You dont understand!
How could i love such a man.

The man who beat me
the man who r***d me
The man who took my life away

The man who called me princess
Who loved all my dress sense
Fat or thin he didnt care
He was the only one who was ever there

When i cried or was in pain
My mother never came
Agoraphobia took over
Bulimia buried inside

The only one who understood
Was the man who drew my blood
The man who caused my pain
Would comfort me just the same.

This man who nearly killed me
Gave me a happy memorie
Pregnant with our baby
The best thing he gave me

Eyes that sparkle like diamonds
A grin from ear to ear
Shouts of "hi ya" and "Ma Ma"
The best thing in the world ever

Can you let me grieve for a day?
I need to take these feelings away.
Theres no quick fix
But i need to do this
Cry for the love that went astray